With exam-time comes tension, resposibility, care, headaches wat the hell ever more.
And when its coupled with weird happenings that send your world crashing down upon you, you wish that ud just seriously be at the hospital and not go to the exam hall.
This being my first time for boards i was exceptionally nervous, but i managed to get a hold of myself good enough to just whizz through it.
And now here come the holidays, always welcome, yet extremely irritating. Nothing to do day or night except some chatting, a book, or some tv. Then just some craving for an activity...an outlet for the energy...anything.
As such, i have no idea what im talking about this time around, probably two topic merged or something like that, so forgive me :).
So what I do at nights is surf hopelessly, find someone to pass the time with or watever but obviously evyone is not a freaking owl like me...though i can say that for the past two years since i started coming online, ive never felt lonely in summer as there has always been someone to spend the nights with.
So tuday, i just starting watching another anime, and...argghhhh i just lost the whole loaded video!! damn :|*keeps it to reload*
Anyway, the theme this anime stresses on again n again n again...something that is overlooked by us a lot...something i have alredy mentioned...it says u must express how u feel about someone, cuz they wont know...
Merely feeling is not enough until and unless they know...the ones whum u feel about.
Well i guess there's no point babbling about it again but u see...i just felt it was necessary that everyone be reminded so...
Including me.
I have now been painfully made aware that half my problem is because i just dont tell how i feel about a matter, or a person...or anything....
A little awkward i am, if you may...for telling how i really feel....ie...telling my frndz, my family i love them.
There's this big padlock on my heart that refuses to open once its been shut...and u wud most definetly find me blushing if i have to say that even to my mom.
Well then everyone i know reading this blog, people...i love y'all :).
