Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Say hi to the new year....!

Happy New Year!!
Having said that, it is cool that my first blog entry will be about my year of 2008 and what i want to acheive in this new year of 2009 :)
Since i have a really bad memory this entry will probably be real brief but who cares :D!
Firstly i had this realisation today that this is the year i spent most of my time online. I made really really awesome friends during this time and i hope that they will keep in touch this year as well. Although what i feel is that i should start limiting my time now :(....because my CIEs are near and they are like the most important exams of my school life!! Even so, i wanna tell my friends that they are all wonderful and i love them loads forever and ever.
Remembering along, 2008 has been the worst year of my shortish life :D. I have experienced inexplicable depression (specially before exams ;) ). I have seen deaths of closest relations who can never be replaced. I have seen minor faliure, and then hard work to overcome it. Self-realisation, self-consiousness awareness to my surroundings. Dissapointment, delay, impatience and everything that is irritating. And i have experienced lonliness. Hours and moments of lonliness which was, certainly, the first thing that brought me online. Times when i feel i have no one to talk to, which is definetly true. But then i have learned to hide it, to cope with it. Indeed I am all smiles and no one knows what i feel inside. This though i feel is a victory :). No one needs to brag about what they are feeling inside, no one wants pity or sympathy. I do not want to go to a psychiatrist though so i occasionally let it all out hence the depression waves ;) lol... :P
By the way dont tell me, i know i am only experiencing my all-great teenage years :P...but hey they are still fun! :)
On the bright side i got a really fastish internet and im experiencing youtube on its best :D...and i just loooooooooove it :p. Then this is the year i read the least books :( all because i spend my time gawking at webpages and chats :P.
I got to know that music can cure all sorts of sadness :P...and i got to know how fatal it is to get sick on exam mornings....that to a chemistry exam :O....
It was the year of the best movies ever XD including Pirates of the Carribean 3 and Fashion and it was the year of awesomeeeeeeeeeeee songs by one republic, and other great bollywood songs. i finally learnt how to tie my laces :P and i learnt how to cook stuff that was edible for people :P.
I read the most awesome series titled TWILIGHT and fell in love with the vampire Edward Cullen :D
Ohh and i got bespectacled :( Fish :((.
And i learnt that the Earth was spherical and not flat!! :O....Dju know that?! (ok PJ i know :P)
But seriously i feel that pluto should remain a planet....umm...nevermind :P...

Well whatever! As lame as 2008 was, i hope that this new year brings happiness to all including me :P...and that everything that went wrong in the old year would get amended now :)

Monday, December 29, 2008

Holaz to blogging!

“Blogging??
How boring”, I thought…. “Why should I do it?
Just a bunch of lame entries from people who have nothing else to do in the world… Stuff about their lives….Well don’t they think they should keep their lives private??”

Truth is, I though blogs were only peoples diaries which they kept online if they didn’t have space at home… (No offence :P)
I have a friend who blogs and I read it regularly but I didn’t get motivated to make my own blog.Well though I read this article in a magazine about blogging and so I got that it doesn’t have to be only diaries, but you can put in your favorite books and blah blah so I thought why not? I guess i have time to show off how intellectual i am with books huh 8) :P :P (heh)
So in this lame first post I was probably gonna tell you who I am, what I do, what I like but dammit…its all in my profile…go read it there :P…
One thing I haven’t mentioned in it though is that why I call myself Miss World: D. Well I used the name first in orkut and then it just became sorta my identity… And im not trying to impersonate any real Miss Worlds out there: P… Nor am I saying that I’m pretty and the real ones don’t deserve it and any other story you might come up with :P…
And you might find a lot of “fish” in this blog… So that’s my way of saying something is unpleasant. (like dammit :P…)
So uhm…. Hey! Read, Comment, Temme if I’m lame or cool.
And don’t forget to vote in the polls as well :)

SK.