Happy New Year!!
Having said that, it is cool that my first blog entry will be about my year of 2008 and what i want to acheive in this new year of 2009 :)
Since i have a really bad memory this entry will probably be real brief but who cares :D!
Firstly i had this realisation today that this is the year i spent most of my time online. I made really really awesome friends during this time and i hope that they will keep in touch this year as well. Although what i feel is that i should start limiting my time now :(....because my CIEs are near and they are like the most important exams of my school life!! Even so, i wanna tell my friends that they are all wonderful and i love them loads forever and ever.
Remembering along, 2008 has been the worst year of my shortish life :D. I have experienced inexplicable depression (specially before exams ;) ). I have seen deaths of closest relations who can never be replaced. I have seen minor faliure, and then hard work to overcome it. Self-realisation, self-consiousness awareness to my surroundings. Dissapointment, delay, impatience and everything that is irritating. And i have experienced lonliness. Hours and moments of lonliness which was, certainly, the first thing that brought me online. Times when i feel i have no one to talk to, which is definetly true. But then i have learned to hide it, to cope with it. Indeed I am all smiles and no one knows what i feel inside. This though i feel is a victory :). No one needs to brag about what they are feeling inside, no one wants pity or sympathy. I do not want to go to a psychiatrist though so i occasionally let it all out hence the depression waves ;) lol... :P
By the way dont tell me, i know i am only experiencing my all-great teenage years :P...but hey they are still fun! :)
On the bright side i got a really fastish internet and im experiencing youtube on its best :D...and i just loooooooooove it :p. Then this is the year i read the least books :( all because i spend my time gawking at webpages and chats :P.
I got to know that music can cure all sorts of sadness :P...and i got to know how fatal it is to get sick on exam mornings....that to a chemistry exam :O....
It was the year of the best movies ever XD including Pirates of the Carribean 3 and Fashion and it was the year of awesomeeeeeeeeeeee songs by one republic, and other great bollywood songs. i finally learnt how to tie my laces :P and i learnt how to cook stuff that was edible for people :P.
I read the most awesome series titled TWILIGHT and fell in love with the vampire Edward Cullen :D
Ohh and i got bespectacled :( Fish :((.
And i learnt that the Earth was spherical and not flat!! :O....Dju know that?! (ok PJ i know :P)
But seriously i feel that pluto should remain a planet....umm...nevermind :P...
Well whatever! As lame as 2008 was, i hope that this new year brings happiness to all including me :P...and that everything that went wrong in the old year would get amended now :)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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I miss my teenage years,... on readin this :P.. but u hve no choice to other than to grow up:P
:)
i know gk... :D
Sorry, I don't have a blog, I'll use yours :P
2008-the year I came out of my teenage :D ..yet it hardly feels like I have. It was definitely the worst ever year in my rather long life :P ..professional,emotional n mental strife, the like of which I had never imagined,let alone experienced, struck me n shook my world down to its core..A person who didn't even know the meaning of "mood-off" suddenly had to experience being "broken down"
A year that I fell in Love for the first time..no not a crush,no not infatuation, there was nothing impulsive about it..it was love..yet it was not..for it was probably never fully expressed, stood up too, nor fully reciprocated..and hence it was also the first time i suffered a heart-break..and the subsequent heart-ache.
A year I got exposed to all thats good,bad and ugly in this world. Learnt the meaning of The High Life, The Good Life , got inspiration to chase my dreams, and to watch completely new ones, got an opportunity to completely change my identity to something new,something strong....smoking and got quite addicted to drinking..and found that alcohol affects me more than others..found myself spending endless nights in near-unconcious stupor,trying to find truth in the lyrics of songs,trying to find my dreams in movies,wishing that my tears would melt their heart,lying to frnds about how happy and important i am...gaah..all that crap...before i finally realized what a piece of crap i've become ..n then begun the salvation ..aided by a very special friend ;)
And now ive decided that i'll completely forget 2008 as there's a new world waiting for me :D ..it doesnt take a lot to change ur world..all it takes is to change ur perspective ;)
maybe i had grown too ambitious, started wanting things that were way beyond my reach,hence the disappointment on not achieving them...
but thats something i'll never give away..i always want to live bigger than what i am..
And I hope I grind my way out ;)
Hope this New Year brings you new experiences (even if some painful) cuz the sweet don't taste so sweet till u taste the sour ;)
Wish for me too :)
awesome babe..!! Keep it up..!!
You write nice..!
N so does Arnie..! =)
ahem..:p
Nice blog..:P
Arnie..tum mere se ek saal badey ho..:-o
n kaun special frnd..:p..jiska blog hai woh?..:P
thnx zainy, joshi :)
zainy...tum abhi bhi teenager ho :O....
Hey I didn't know that Side of you Miss world.. :O
You and depressed.. :O I thought you were d one who makes people Depressed :P("Kidding") \
So we are Glad that 2008 is Gone.. :D
But Do we hope high for good 2009? :O
I am not d one expecting, but it can't be worse than 2008, can it be ?
So cheers and make 2009 at least not worth remembering for bad stuff..!! ;):P
So,I err no... all of us wish for a Happy and prosperous 2009.
Have a rocking year everyone of you..!!
May you get lots of love(Nothing is greater than that ;))..!! :D
On the contrary 2008 will remain the most memorable year of my life. It taught me love, and 2009 has done nothing but snatch it all away from me. :(
But it can never take away my hope, something which I will have till I breathe my last.
Emotionsssssssss :P...ewww
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